Feverish bewilderment. . .

July 23, 2008
4:49:00 PM

Recently I've been very frustrated at work...was feeling kinda pressured by the people around me...well one minute u see someone as a Mr. Good-guy the next moment u got knives flying toward u...maybe thats very common when u started working...seriously people can really be so horrible and scary..and i find myself scary sometimes too...so afraid that i am becoming one of them...erm i think im starting to be so ugly inside me...bad-mouthing people, trying to make use of others, gossiping, adding salt and pepper, etc...HORRIBLE!

until next time..

ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 4:49:00 PM

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