June 24, 2007
12:27:00 AM
A chance to repeat all....if only
Been a while since i updated my blog...things wasnt that great for me....was under alot of stress and presseure lately regarding my wedding preparation..almost break down totally...
i cant seem to take what people comment on me and my family easily..if only i can just ignore whatever people said..good or bad... just dont hear anything and dont think abt it...human are the most scary creature i've met so far...they are so complicated...i dont understand what they are all up to..just like one moment they are like an angel the next i totally dont recognize who they are...they can be so nice to you infront but the next moment you realize they actually speak bad abt you to others...
Was listening to ayu's a song for xx...my very first ayu alarm...it bring me so much memories in the past..now thinking back..i reallyy felt that during sec school days was the most enjoyable and relaxing time i've ever have all this while...regret now that i never really treasure that period...if only im given another chance to repeat my life...i really hope to go back to the past...enjoy all the times i have with those friends..enjoy all the time i have with myself...my family...enjoy all the moment i miss...i guess i really regret...regret alot of decision i've made...i hate to admit but i totally lose to fate...finally i admit im too naive all this while...is not all what i thought..is not as easy to get along with people..not as easy as i imagin...is not as easy to live alone..is not as easy to get marry...marriage wasnt fun...if not just 2 person things....everything i tot...are now in a mess...i should have listen to him...yet again im asking naive question to go back to the past...how can that really be possible...
until next time..
ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 12:27:00 AM
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