January 24, 2007
11:40:00 PM
Happy Birthday to ME...
Yes, today is my 23rd Birthday..another year OLDER!!!! oh my god..getting older ....suddenly realise im so scare of getting older and older..now i finally understand how come the old chinese emperor alway tried their very best to look for "sian dan" to live longer in those chinese drama..
Is not that im scare to look old...well..actually abit since im already not pretty i can only have my youth..erm..but thats not the reason for my fear lah..the reason is..life is only abt maybe the max 100plus year old..and i've already spent abt 20 years being the slave of the education..erm.....den now i gotta spend the rest of abt 30yrs or even MORE earning a living and being a slave to MONEY...then when i get older...i still wonder if i got any saving for a gd retirement...actually i was planning to retire early and at least have that little bit of my life enjoying life..but come to think of it..if im old ...i might be sick too...will i really enjoy myself with old and sick body even if im rich...
Come to think of it this way...abit miserable though..i start to wonder what's life is all about and start to wish..wishing i can one day be like those vampire in those fairy tales or movies that can live a life that they'll never get old and have power and wealth..if said i happen to be a vampire..if lah..i guess i'll still be as greedy ba...
until next time..
ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 11:40:00 PM
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