November 30, 2011
1:22:00 PM
Updating
Wonder since when, many of my friends around me had stopped blogging.
Anyway is coming to the end of 2011, now I'm a mother of 3. Till date, I have achieved most of what I've used to wish for. I got married, got my own house, have kids, got a career. All my friends should know, that's what I'm always talking about since school days.
So am i really happy? Still I'm not really contented, haha greedy human being..I got jealous and envy of my friends having the freedom to travel around, to spend every single cents they earn as and when they like..
I have a wonderful family, my husband loves me and my kids are healthy. I'm really happy when I'm with the kids and i hope i can spend more time with them, when i see them laugh it really brighter my days and definitely make me proud of being a mother, but..
Look at myself, I can't travel, I have no spare money to spend, my weekends gotta spend with my kids, i cant meet up with my friends..even the coming 5yrs anniversary, i cant expect much since we are very tight of cash. I wish i can provide my kids with Gd formation..but I'm too poor to let them go for classes. I felt that my friends were really far from me and at time I'm feeling lonesome.
Many people have been telling me that I'm very fortunate, alot of people wish to be in my position and i should be contented by now..
Ok I admit, im really greedy and i want more, Im not contented..
I wish my kids will be healthy, i have more money to do what i want to do, i wanna go for a holiday, i want to send my kids to enrichment class that they wanted, i want to have gd health, i want my family to have gd health, i wanna grow old to see my kids have their own family..i want to be rich!
Guess being uncontented is the only means for me to continue working hard..
until next time..
ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 1:22:00 PM
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January 4, 2011
10:41:00 AM
Year 2011
This morning my maid told me that corbin's school required a photo of the interior of our house, so i decided to search for the photo in my blog as i remember i did posted something abt the house when we just bought it..
Searching through the photos and started reading me posts really bring back alot of memories..from us dating, to becoming more stable, opening of joint account, buying of flat, renovation of the new house, preparation of the wedding, from someone who hate playing game, to becoming a no life gaming addict, to quitting of playing games for the kids..from seeing the growth process of the boys, from getting pregnant to giving birth, from choosing of suitable names for the boys, from seeing how corbin accepted his little brother..till now..year 2011..we have been through so much..and im really feeling very fortunate that i have got my hubby with me..reading at all my complain in the pass abt hubby till now..im like so childish..
Now im pregnant again with no3..and most likely is a girl..will be delivering in may 2011..another new start..this yr we've also gotten our car and i'll be taking my degree this yr too..starting sch in Jan..feel that we've gotten quite a lot..from house, to kids, than a stable career and now having a car and taking my degree..all these are my achievement for the past few years i guess..i guess without the blog i wunt have understand how much i have progress..was still wondering what i've done all this while..
until next time..
ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 10:41:00 AM
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July 26, 2010
6:43:00 PM
short one
im still alive...
Im feeling contented lately..loving husband, cute and adorable kids..what more can i ask??.."let me strike toto please..or maybe someone so kind enough to give me a fortune of a million dollar"..praying..
until next time..
ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 6:43:00 PM
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May 9, 2010
7:28:00 PM
Happy Mother's Day
A child will never understand how their parents worried abt them and care for them till they become a parents themselves..
I will feel hurt when i see my sons cry, when I see that they wanted something and i cant afford it..when i see them get hurt and i cant help it..
I wanna gif them the best..but when im just so financely limited..I will worked hard just to plan for a better future for them no matter how tired i am and how sick i find the job..I think my life is so important becuz i wanna watch them grow..
My aims, my goals my achievements are all on them..My life seem so fulfilling when im with them..I love you my child..
Happy mother's day to all the mums out there..happy mother's day to me..
until next time..
ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 7:28:00 PM
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January 19, 2010
11:06:00 AM
TP 19/1/10
ahh my tp is at 3.45 later..and im so nervous..been going to toilet since morning...wake up at 3am yesterday and cant sleep...is my 1st time taking so im trying to tell myself no big deal if i fail..but im just soo sooo sooooooo stress..dun wanna fail leh....
until next time..
ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 11:06:00 AM
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January 2, 2010
8:04:00 AM
2010 1st post..
been a while since i blog...IS 2010 now..what have i achieve so in last yr....? erm....become a mum a 2nd time....?? promoted to a manager???erm....still i have yet to achieve my aim to become a "lao pan niang" or a taitai...guess i gotta wait a little while more since my bank dont even have 2k in it...im so very poor..sob
Anyway on the 1st day of 2010 we bring Corbin to swimming..and this time i join in the fun and he enjoy the swim..Corbin is so so cute.. but sometime he's also very naughty and "never apologize"..he is so young yet he seem to be so "egoistic"(hope i use the right word)...usually sorry is like so hard to said out for an adult but for a kids at the age of 2..? when corbin did something wrong we will ask him to said sorry..but he alway said "I dont want" and the more we insist the more he throw his temper ..the worst part is..he is just like me..know that is his fault but never admit, when people angry just try to do things to attract attendion but never admit his fault by saying sorry..haha...i got my retribution now..sigh...
Isaac is still as chubby..but like his korkor..he is also very picky on food..i wonder if im like that last time thats y both my sons so picky...
until next time..
ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 8:04:00 AM
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September 27, 2009
6:29:00 PM
Update..
Oki after dunnu how many lesson on U-turn..Im still learning U-turn..the only different is from Ave 5 to Ave 1 lol..anyway im still as blur..
I've finally decided to take up the offer of the new job..initially there's 2 jobs offer that come at the same time..both can fetch me the amount i required..but after much consideration i've decided to pick that one that is somewhat new to me..managing a new condo on TOP..is something new I've not done b4..i'll not be facing the council members but the developer..im so looking forward for it..might be going to sign the appointment letter next week..hope i never make the wrong choice...
until next time..
ElusiveCharm [Recorded on] 6:29:00 PM
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